please translate

ses etmesem de öfkem saklı (son bakışımda) bir tokat atıp gitmek vardı ama alacağın olsun oda değmez sana.bırak konuşma nasıl dayanırım (yalana) gerk yok gözünden anlarım..başkası var (gönlünde) ihaneti yaşarım ... sanada gerek yok bağrıma taş basarım.....

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This is the complete paragraph ... Here is the translation ;
Even I dont say , my hatred is hidden in( my last glance . In my last glance ) I could slap your face but you dont even worth it ... Dont speak ! how can I bear (lies . Lies )are not needed because I can understand it from your eyes . There 's another one ( in your heart . In your heart ) I live the treachery ... I dont need you , I can suffer patiently ...

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As you see , there are some word games in it . The words in paragraphs are used for once , pretending that there's two , as you can understand . I hope you understand it ..