Translate Un idiota

Translation in English *

Hablado :
[spoken]
Hola mi amor
[hello my love]
se que cambiaste tu numero de telefono
[I know you've changed your telephone number]
y que cambiaste hasta el color de tu pelo
[& that you even changed your hair color]
porque empiezas una nueva vida sin mi
[because you're starting a new life, without me]
sabes amor, deseo que encuentres toda la felicidad
[you know, my love, I wish that you find all the happiness..]
que yo soñaba poder darte
[.. that I dreamed to be able to give to you]
no lo logre, perdoname
[I didn't achieve it, forgive me]

Se que te marchaste sin saber
[I know that you left without knowing]
sin escuchar, sin comprender
[without listening, without understanding]
que hay una daga envenenada aqui en mi pecho
[that there is a poisoned dagger in my chest]
el mal ya esta hecho.. ahora
[the bad is already done.. now]

Se que no merezco tu perdon
[I know I don't deserve your forgiveness]
que lastime tu corazon
[I injured your heart]
hoy me averguenzo fui el motivo de tu llanto
[today, my motive was all your crying]
queriendote tanto... pues
[wanting you so much.. well;]
te amo, te amo
[I love you, I love you]
soy un idiota te perdi, pero te amo
[I'm an idiot, I lost you, but I love you]
te amo, te amo
[I love you, I love you]
soy un idiota te perdi, pero te amo
[I'm an idiot, I lost you, but I love you]

Hablado:
[spoken]
No, no puedo exigir que me perdones
[no, no I can't demand that you forgive me]
mis errores son graves y es muy duro
[my errors are serious and hard] ---> I guess, hard in a sense to bear. Unbearable is the word!
camine por la senda equivocada
[I walked to the wrong path]
cuando me diste amor, ese amor puro
[when you gave me love, that pure love]
hoy no sirven de nada mis pregones
[now, it does not serve me]
cuando quise volver ya era muy tarde
[when I wanted to return, it was already too late]
camine por la senda equivocada
[I walked to the wrong path]
y te hice llorar, soy un cobarde
[& I made you cry, I'm a coward]

Se que otro amor encontraras
[I know you will find another love]
que te de luz, que te de paz
[that gives you a light, that gives you peace]
que te de todo lo que yo no supe darte
[that will give you everything that I didn't know how to give you]
quisiera abrazarte, pero
[I would want to hug you.. but;]
se que no merezco tu perdon
[I know I don't deserve your forgiveness]
que lastime tu corazon
[I injured your heart]
y hoy naufrago en este mar de tu abandono
[& now I'm in this sea of abandonment]
ni yo me perdono.... y
[even I don't forgive myself]

Te amo, te amo
[I love you, I love you]
soy un idiota te perdi, pero te amo
[I'm an idiot, I lost you, but I love you]
te amo, te amo
[I love you, I love you]
soy un idiota te perdi pero te amo
[I'm an idiot, I lost you, but I love you]
te amo, te amo
[I love you, I love you]
Soy un idiota te perdi,
[I'm an idiot, I lost you]
pero te amo
[but I love you]

* note that some things in Spanish sound really funky when translated to English ! there's some things that are just for that language .. kinda like the word "yo" in English , I guess .
** also, there are missing accents on the Spanish version but I couldn't find a way to get them in there, sorry.