I'm laying out nights in your sky
A body that's burning, I'm short on words
And in the morning, everything I feel is in ruins
It seems that I have you but I don't define you
And if I'm tormenting you inexplicably
I'm mad at myself for becoming addicted
It's not in my best interest to love you,
To walk along into your abyss
And I keep saying that I will get rid of you,
Like the cigarette that I will quit smoking
It's not in my best interest to love you,
You're always postponing anything I ask for
And if I'm obsessed with this situation,
It's only love, I'll get over it
With this crazy dependence of mine,
My every "come here" is telling you to leave
You're a race full of unseen views and obstacles
How many things burn us and we can't stand it
We'll have defenses but we won't talk about them
You coming only two afternoons isn't enough for me