An impossible love
An impossible Love
Living an impossible Love, that is feeling your heart beating ever harder,
That is having a little spark at every time that he calls you,
That is counting hours when he leaves you without news.
Living an impossible Love, that is lying to yourself, that is being in a pain.
Lying to yourself because you know that there is no future,
Suffering to keep silent not to be unfaithful to him.
Living an impossible Love, that is accepting, that is respecting,
Accepting to be here only for pleasure,
Respecting his life, his choices, his wishes.
Living an impossible Love, that is loving, that is desiring,
Loving without expecting nothing in return,
Desiring him but without resorts.
Living an impossible Love, that is staying away, shutting yourself up,
Shut in his Love, and lost in your ideas,
Shut yourself in a tower without emergency exits.
Living an impossible Love, that is forgetting, that is dreaming,
Forgetting to become aware of the others, that is being fear of forgetting,
Dreaming that, maybe one day, all can happen.