Y todavía te quiero (English translation)
And I still love you
Every time that I hold you in my arms.
that I look into your eyes, that I hear your voice
and that I think of my life in pieces,
the pay of all I do for you,
I ask myself: Why don't I end up
with so much affliction, with so much grief?
If next to you I don't have any future.
why don't I pull out this love from my heart?
if you lie once,
if you lie once again,
and again you lie...?
do I embrace you again,
do I kiss you again
even if you make me suffer?
that your love is a wound,
that it is the cross of my life
and my perdition.
do I torture myself for you,
and my anguish for you
is worse every time?
with my soul in peaces,
I do embrace to your arms
if you don't love me?
I can't live the way I live..
I know it, I understand it with all reason,
if next to you I only receive
the bitter caress of your compassion.
even though... why don't I shout
that it's all a lie, a lie your love,
and why do I need your love
if I only find in it torture and grief?