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My Reality lyrics
Looking at the dashboard I see the gas on empty
Trying to relax while both my hands are trembling
I see the way their lips purse into frowns
I choke my throat constricting all around
Pretend that I'm calm but my heart hastens it's pounding
Pseudo confidence feels so uderwhelming
Impersonate a stable human being
I'm fine I'm great but inside I am screaming
Ain't a bad dream it's my reality
I feel my paranoia creeping up on me
It's like I'm losing myself in this systemic hell
I'm haunted by the past and fear that they still see it
In effort to avert stares I keep my head down low
I cover up my body quick before I turn to stone
Their eyes convey either desire or hate
I can't tell which so I just dissociate
I'm rarely ever present 'cause I'm brawling with my demons
I'm a fucking burden I self sabotage for treatment
Ain't a bad dream it's my reality
I feel my paranoia creeping up on me
It's like I'm losing myself in this systemic hell
I'm haunted by the past and fear that they still see it
Ain't a bad dream it's my reality
I feel my paranoia creeping up on me
It's like I'm losing myself in this systemic hell
I'm haunted by the past and fear that they still see it
I've been scarred by expectations
I've been left in chains you see
I've succumbed to self degradation
So incomplete
Ain't a bad dream it's my reality
I feel my paranoia creeping up on me
It's like I'm losing myself in this systemic hell
I'm haunted by the past and fear that they still see it
Ain't a bad dream it's my reality
I feel my paranoia creeping up on me
It's like I'm losing myself in this systemic hell
I'm haunted by the past and fear that they still see it
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