Samiezoo

So I raise a morphine toast to you all. And, if you should happen to remember it's the anniversary of my birth...
Remember that you were loved by me and that you made my life a happy one. And there's no tragedy in that.
❁Third Star❁

Hi there! I'm Keiba (at the moment hehee) but you can call me Roy, Kimberly Tino or whatever you like. (I can't decide between names TT)
I'm a Dear Evan Hansen/Numb3rs/Sherlock/Hamilton/All Of Us Strangers/Detroit: Become Human/House/Hawaii Five-0/Helluva Boss addicted creature from Finland. I love Country/bluegrass/folk music and my favourite bands/artists include Of Monsters And Men ᨒ The Oh Hellos 𖤍 Jack Stauber ☏ Radical Face 𓇢𓆸 The Dead South ​† Death Cab For Cutie 𓄿 Mumford And Sons 𓄂 Lord Huron ☼ The Gardener & The Tree [TGATT] ☾ Skillet ☄༄ Frank Sinatra ☂︎ and James Vincent McMorrow 𖠰𖠰
I like to write and sing... but I'm not that good on either...
TV is life and the couch my best friend. As you can guess from that quote above, Third Star is, and will always forever be the best movie on earth.

T.E
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I am fluent in Finnish language. I can also speak English (if u didn't notice already) and I used to learn German a long time ago. Maybe it's time to start again? I ADMIT I CAN'T DO SWEDISH :(
I am very interested in Hawaiian language...
(DF not because I watch Hawaii Five-0, no no...)

I am a professional video editor, and a graphic designer, [hopefully] graduating with a degree spring 2024. Here are some of my works:

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Also a McDanno supporter (^^)

P.S
country haters should consider keeping their mouths shut, thank you :)))

Let the good times roll
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"You will not apply my precept," he said, shaking his head. "How often have I said to you that when you have eliminated the impossible, whatever remains, however improbable, must be the truth? We know that he did not come through the door, the window, or the chimney. We also know that he could not have been concealed in the room, as there is no concealment possible. When, then, did he come?"

Sherlock Holmes in The Sign of the Four (Doubleday p. 111)
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Harry: How come no one found me? Where are my friends? My brother and sister. Where are my mum and dad?
Adam: I found you.
Harry: But I don't want you to see me like that. Not like that. In there.
Adam: You are not in there. This is you, here. With me.

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Some of my favourite songs...

Her dirty paws and furry coat
She ran down the forest slope
The forest of talking trees
They used to sing about the birds and the bees
The bees had declared a war

The sky wasn't big enough for them all
The birds, they got help from below
From dirty paws and the creatures of snow
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See, I was born a restless child
And I could hear the world outside calling me
And heaven knows how hard I tried
But the devil whispered lies I believed
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I tried to warn you when you were a child
I told you not to get lost in the wilds
I sent you omens and all kinds of signs
I taught you melodies, poems and rhymes
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I am ready to follow you even though I don't know where
I will wait in the night until you decide to take me there
Cause I know I don't wanna stay here forever, it's time to be moving on
I don't wanna be the only one livin' when all of my friends are gone
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You wanna take a drink of that promised land
You gotta wipe the dirt off of your hands
Careful son, you got dreamer's plans
But it gets hard to stand
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But oh my heart, was flawed I knew my weakness
So hold my hand consign me not to darkness

So crawl on my belly 'til the sun goes down
I'll never wear your broken crown
I took the road and I fucked it all away
Now in this twilight, how dare you speak of grace
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I heard you say that we've lost
We've lost we've lost we've lost our way
But I don't think we had much to loose
That path was never built for us
And I ain't gonna hang my head for them, for them
And I ain't gonna let them paint the truth as sin
And I ain't gonna tell you it's okay when at the end of the day
We were just something in my mind
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Yeah, you got everything you need
To forgive them
And it seems you're okay without him
But I won't say I told you so
What will you say about it
For the world to know, the world to know
So who you gonna call
When the rain comes
And you're drowned out
With something left to say
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There's this question in my head, ringing louder every day
What am I still doing here anyway?
I don't feel sorry for myself, just think my time has come
I had my glory days and now they're done
I wanna lay down in the pages of our photograph
For I was there beside you and you made me laugh

Had my hope through and through
Had my work always to do
Had my dreams all come true
Had my light, it was you
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When you left I was far too young
To know you're worth more than the ☽ and the ☀︎
You are still alive when I look to the sky in the night

I would wait for a thousand years
I would sit right here by the lake, my dear
You just let me know that you're coming home
And I'll wait for you
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It's demon days for you, now
Lightning strikes – makes no sound
Wouldn't I like to love you, like all of my dreams
Wouldn't I like to set a price, it seems

It's demon day ⋆
It's demon day
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I will try to make amends, for making you means to an end
So, look my way, please, look my way
And if there's something more that I don't know? I'll save us both before we grow cold
If you'll stay, and just say, look my way

Ehkä se oonkin mä, eikä mikään mitä antaa voisin koskaan riitäkään
ei tarpeeksi oo mitenkään, loihtimaasi muurii siirtämään
Tätäkö tuntee hän? Yksinänsä, aivan, ilman yhtäkään
onnesta haaveillen, jonka ei tarvitse... loppua... ikinä?

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Come on, come on
Put your hands into the fire
Explain, explain ° 　. ● . ★ ° . *　　　°　.　°☆
　. * ● ¸ . 　　　★ 　° :●. 　 *
As I turn I meet the power
This time, this time
Turning white and senses dire
Pull up, pull up 　　　★ 　° :. ★　 * • ○ ° ★ •

○ ° ★　 .　 * 　.　
From one extreme to another

From the summer to the spring
From the mountain to the air
From Samaritan to sin
And its waiting on the air

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We are gone
But not forgotten
In the garden
you'll find me ° 　 . ★ °　　　° * 　.　 　　: 　 *° : 　 *
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Somewhere beyond the morning
I'll be the third star
You see
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　　　Where does my mind go when it gets stupid?
Is there anyone in there?
Where did my friends go? Did they get taken
Or had they had enough of going to therapy?

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Sat in a cold room, the corners feel friendly　　　　　.
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I think they'll take care of me
My brothers are circles　　⠀⠀⠀✦ ⠀ ⠀　　　　　　　　　　　　　　⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀* ⠀⠀⠀.　　　　　　　　　　. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀✦⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀
My sister's quadrilaterals

And they're all so pretty⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀.　　　　　　　　　　　　　.　　　ﾟ .　　　　　　　　　　　　　. 　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　✦ 　　　　　,　　　　　　　.
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When the world was flat we dreamt of...
If love's elastic, then were we born to test it's reach?
Is it buried treasure or just a single puzzle piece? ˚　　　　✦　　　.　　. 　 ˚　.　　　　　 . ✦
It's poison ivy beneath our brave and trusting feet
All revelations come to us in recovery⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
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When the truth is
I miss you
Yeah, the truth is
That I miss you so
And I'm tired 　˚　　　　 . ★⋆. ࿐࿔
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I should not have let you go 　 ˚　
So I crawl back into your open arms　　　.　　　
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And she said, send me postcards, will ya?
The ones of shining blue
I'd rather take the camera from my neck
And take a photo for you
I won't pretend I'm all alone in the middle of the night
So I assume that I won't be back home soon
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And you weaken your love
And you hold it above your head
Success is a song of the heart, not a song of your bed

And we all still die
Yeah we all still die
What will you leave behind?
Oh we all still die
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Un deiz a vo ‘teuio en-dro
Dreist ar morioù, dreist ar maezioù
Dreist ar maezioù, dreist ar morioù
‘teuio en-dro an avel c’hlas
Da analañ va c’halon c’hloaz
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Nosta kasvot ylös sateeseen
katso lintujen lentoa
ne ei kylvä
ei ne satoa korjaa
mut niil on tarpeeks kaikkea
Kiivetään kukkulalle
sieltä näkee ohi kaupungin
niin sä muistat mistä tullut oot
ja minne palaat takaisin
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The future's bright
Lit up with no where to go
To and fro the pendulum throws

We are here and then we go
My shadow left me long ago
Understand what we don't know
This might pass, this might last, this may grow
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You were the brightest shade of sun I had ever seen
Your skin was gilded with the gold of the richest kings
And like the dawn, you woke the world inside of me
You were the brightest shade of sun when I saw you

And you will surely be the death of me
But how could I have known?
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You say I'm always leavin'
You, when you need me the most
But the car's outside
But I don't wanna go tonight
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Digging like you can bury
Something that cannot die
We could wash the dirt off our hands now
Keep it from living underground

Praise the summer goddess
You can tell a whole empire
"I don't have to see you right now"
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But they would take me from your hand
Or they would try, they would try
This is the murmur of the land
This is the sound of love's marching band
And how they hold you like a gun

And how I sing you like a song
I heard when I was young
And buried for a night like this
Buried for a night like this
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The colors deceive me
As I see grey
Oh you're cutting me down with those
Cold words you're saying
Then you called me brother
But this can't be so
'Cause you slander my name
Anywhere the wind will blow
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And we could run away
Before the light of day
You know we always could
The mountains say, the mountains say
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Sealights
Hold me down
I don't know cause I got nothing to fight now
I'll be spending my days out on the sea
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But even though I am lost all the time
I've got hooks in my sides that you left there
But you're not the same, you died along the way
Now we're ghosts and we're praying for winter
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God knows what is hiding, in this world of little consequence
Behind the tears, inside the lies
A thousand slowly dying sunsets
God knows what is hiding in those weak and drunken hearts
I guess the loneliness came knocking
No one needs to be alone, oh singing
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There's a cold heart, buried beneath,
and warm blood, running deep.
Secrets are mine to keep
protected by silent sleep.
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Even though we tried to let them know
We didn't know
That we were on our way to Rome
And even though they made us feel unsure
Yeah, we were bound
To take a dream and hit the road
we were on our way to Rome
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Embrace me, you child
You're a child of mine
And I'm leaving everything I am to you
'Go chase the wild and night time streets' sang Daddy
And God sang 'Pray the devil doesn't get to you'
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When you sleep tonight
You'll be in my dreams
Soft kind of love
Soft dark nothing comforting me
And the Earth went quiet
And the air went still
I feel you now more than I ever will
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I see my red head, messed bed, tear shed, queen bee, my squeeze
The stage it smells, tells
Hell's bells, miss-pells, knocks me on my knees
It didn't hurt, flirt, blood squirt, stuffed shirt, hang me on a tree
After I count down three rounds, in Hell I'll be in good company
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Overwhelmed by love
And all is well
We say
Amen

✮⭑⭑⭑⭑✮⭑⭑⭑⭑⭑✮⭑⭑✮⭑⭑⭑𖤐

I still miss you
There's no goin' home
There's no goin' home
With a name like mine
I still dream of you
But everyone knows
Yeah everyone knows
If you can, let it go

⭑⭑✮⭑⭑⭑⭑✮⭑⭑⭑⭑⭑✮⭑⭑⭑⭑⭑𖤐

Everyone is laughing
You brought them back, love
For a while, a little while
Bring me back, love
For a while, a little while
Fix my head, love
Time is slowing down, love
Just to see you
Open up your eyes, love
Your eyes, love

⭑⭑✮⭑⭑⭑⭑✮⭑⭑⭑⭑⭑✮⭑⭑⭑⭑⭑𖤐

And I spent my evenings pullin' stars out of the sky
And I'd arrange them on the lawn where I would lie
And in the wind I'd taste the dreams of distant lives
And I would dress myself up in them through the night
While my folks would sleep in separate beds...
And wonder why

⭑⭑✮⭑⭑⭑⭑✮⭑⭑⭑⭑⭑✮⭑⭑⭑⭑⭑𖤐

All I did was fail today
All I wanna be is whites in waves
All I did was fail today
All we do, all we do

I've been upside down
I don't wanna be the right way round
Can't find paradise on the ground

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Boy I want you to be happy
Free to run
Get dizzy on caffeine
Funny friends that make you laugh
And maybe you're just a little bit happy

⭑⭑✮⭑⭑⭑⭑✮⭑⭑⭑⭑⭑✮⭑⭑⭑⭑⭑𖤐

All my nightmares escaped my head
Bar the door, please don't let them in
You were never supposed to leave
Now my head's splitting at the seams
And I don't know if I can...
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Names get carved in the red oak tree
Of the ones who stay and the ones who leave
I will wait for you there with these cindered bones
So follow me, follow me down

𖤐 In the loving memory of J.G 𖤐

✮✮Kaiverretaan nimiä runkoon tammen tuon
niiden jotka jäävät ja jotka ei jäädä voi
sua kanssa tuhkattuine' luideni odottamaan mä tuun
joten syvyyksiin, mua syvyyksiin seuraathan
syvyyksiin, mua syvyyksiin seuraathan✮✮

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There is nothing new under the sun,
it has all been done before.
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"Oh, hell! What does that matter? So we go round the Sun!
If we went round the Moon, or round and round the garden like a teddy bear, it wouldn’t make any difference."
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