Chorus
The river of the time runs into the distance unstoppably,
I rock on her waves, like a thin reed,
That's how my life passes by slowly,
And I feel like I don't notice, how she passes.
I made peace, that the flow carries me away
Into the abyss of the times, where a clock delays it's running,
I don't know at all about everything around,
The only person I can trust is me.
I can't tell, whether I'm dreaming or this is real,
I don't even have the words to describe how I feel now,
I'm too tired of yearning, but sadness haunts me.
Why did the circulation of these feelings capture me?
If you talk to me, you won't hear my answer,
As you can never conquer my heart with words,
If I make even a move - then everything will change,
The world will fall into darkness, it'll be black for all time.
Verse 1
What has the new day in store for me? May be, I'm doomed?
How real is this world? Perhaps, it's the charms of a dream?
Can I feel pain? Can I feel sadness?
My mind is at odds with my soul, I have no answer.
I'm too tired of all of this, I'm too lazy even to lift a finger,
I can't find the right words, can't understand other people.
Is it possible to turn things around and purify my soul?
Or people like me can never go this way?
Chorus
The river of the time runs into the distance unstoppably,
I rock on her waves, like a thin reed,
That's how my life passes by me slowly,
And I feel like I don't notice, how she passes.
I made peace, that the flow carries me away
Into the abyss of the times, where a clock delays it's running,
I don't know at all about everything around,
The only person I can trust is me.
I can't tell, whether I'm dreaming or this is real,
I don't even have the words to describe how I feel now,
I'm too tired of yearning, but sadness haunts me.
Why did the circulation of these feelings capture me?
If you talk to me, you won't hear my answer,
As you can never conquer my heart with words,
Once I take the first step - then everything will change,
The world will fall into darkness, it'll be black for all time.
Extra
This is a hopeless century, where the light of hope has faded,
Whether I exist or not? I can’t find the answer.
If someone casually pronounces my name,
Let him add a word, what she lives for.
This land is unfamiliar to me, is my house in these places?
May be, it's not my time? Maybe, I was born for nothing?
Is it possible to turn things around and purify my soul?
Or people like me can never go this way?
I can't tell, whether I'm dreaming or this is real,
I don't even have the words to describe how I feel now,
I'm too tired of yearning, but sadness haunts me.
Why does the circulation of these feelings capture me?
If you talk to me, you won't hear my answer,
As you can never conquer my heart with words,
Ones I take the first step - then everything will change,
The world will fall into darkness, it'll be black for all time.
The last verse
If I take a step forward, If I take a step forward -
I'll destroy everything in this case,
If I grieve, if I grieve,
May be, I can clean up my heart with tears.
I know nothing about you and about me,
In this world everything for me is unknown.
If I'll manage to rise the veil of my heavy eyelids,
I'll destroy the world in this case, let the darkness devour it!
Luis Silva Avlis
Proshor Proshorov
Semsot
вс, 05/12/2021 - 16:10
The song is a cover of Touhou Project - Bad Apple
There are two versions of the song, the short version, the one posted at youtube, and featured here, is without the (Экстра)
The full song can be found at:
https://radiantrecords.bandcamp.com/