If I'm pricked by a sweet needle covered in honey, I lose immediately
I become addicted and can't let go of it
I'm about to let myself rust
If I'm wrapped in a blanket that smells of roses, I lose immediately
I become addicted and can't get out
I make it smell like mud
If I'm embraced by loving words that dry my tears, I lose immediately
I become addicted and can't get away
I cover my mouth without meaning to
I love sweets but they cause cavities, so
If I'm only gushing about good things, it's because God is watching
I want to be happy but I'm stupid, so
I feel like I'm not allowed to approach them yet
I can't get involved because it all seems like a trap
My house can be seen in the distance, flowers are blooming and there's laughter too
But it's just me living there, like in the movie Honokaa Boy
Even the beautiful things in front of me are just balls of mud if you peel one layer off
Suddenly I can't depend on my sense of smell that's developed over the years
In 2014, I heard a sound, footsteps following just one path
If Earth still exists in 2029, will I be alone after all?
I love sweets but they cause cavities, so
If I'm only gushing about good things, it's because God is watching
I want to be happy but I'm stupid, so
I feel like I'm not allowed to approach them yet
If I'm pricked by a sweet needle covered in honey, I lose immediately
Before the poison kicks in, I'm about to let myself rust
One day I want to become such a sweet, sweet, sweet person that a butterfly would land on me
May tweak this a bit later. I think this is a very meaningful song about loneliness and not being able to let yourself enjoy good things because you feel like there's a catch and something terrible will happen.