Luca was gay and now he's with her. Luca speaks with an open heart, Luca says: I am another man

Luca says: before I talk about the change in my sexuality, I'd like to make it clear that if I believe in God I can't accept as valid man's thought, which is divided on this issue

I didn't go to psychologists, psychiatrists, priests or scientists. I went into my own past, I dug down and I understood a lot of things about myself

My mother loved me too much, her love became obsession. She was full of her own convictions, I felt suffocated by her attention

My father didn't make any decisions and I could never talk to him. He was out all day for work, I had a feeling that the truth was a little different

Actually, my mum asked for a separation. I was twelve, I didn't really understand. My father said, “That's the right solution,” and after a while he started drinking

Mum always had bad words for dad, she used to tell me, “Never get married, not on your life.” She was morbidly jealous of my female friends and my identity was more and more confused

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Luca was gay, and now he's with her. Luca speaks with an open heart, Luca says: I am another man

Luca was gay, and now he's with her. Luca speaks with an open heart, Luca says: I am another man

I am another man. But in that moment I was looking for answers, I was ashamed and I looked for them in secret. There were people who told me, “It's natural,” I was studying Freud, he didn't see it that way

Then my graduation came, but I didn't know what happiness was. An older man made my heart tremble and that's when I found out I was homosexual

With him I had no inhibitions, he did show me his attention and I thought it was love. Yes, with him I could be myself, then it all seemed like a competition about the sex between us

And I felt like I was a guilty one, sooner or later they will catch him, but if the evidence is hidden then they will acquit him. I was seeking in men who my father was, I went with men so as not to betray my mother

REFRAIN

Luca says: I was with a man for four years. Between love and deception, we often cheated on each other. I was still looking for my truth, for that great love that would last forever. Then at a party, among a lot of other people, I met her, who didn't belong there at all. She listened to me, she laid me bare, she understood me. All I remember is that the next day I missed her

That's my story, just my own story. No illness, no recovery. Dear dad, I've forgiven you, even though you never came back here

Mum, I often think about you, I'm fond of you and sometimes I still see your reflection. But now I'm a father and my heart belongs to the only woman I've ever loved