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Breathing
I might be lost,
but I perfectly know where I am.
I am in the crowd again
alone once again.
I am talking to you,
but you are not here,
you left me alone,
because my stupidity is for two.
Ask me how am I,
watch my stories,
I know everyone keep talking about me,
everyone knows me,
who loves me.
I think about you, but taking off the clothes of another.
I drank all my tears,
I am switching to vodka now.
I said, I am yours, however I became everyone' street cat.
I often wake up
around six
And find myself at your address
I ring the bell,
then I begin to run.
It's time to go back to sleep *(dream).
Whatever I touch I break it.
I started with myself.
Now I look like a zebra
from all the scars.
(Maybe the problem is in me.
Maybe I am insane.
But I am just learning to breath again...
To breath without you.)
I put on all these carats,
I gave up my body to strangers.
I was with women that I dreamed
to say I f****d with.
But all this just made me lose myself
You are like a coffee (caffein) - you keep me awake
Where I keep being inlove with you.
I drink too much,
at night I am never there
if I was a female,
I wouldn't be a lady.
Guilt hangs over me like a crucifix
My curse now is to be alone in the crowd
(Maybe the problems is in me,
Maybe I am insane.
But I am just learning to breathe again...
to breathe without you.)
20 carat gold on a ring,
ever since I am named after a German,
I lead the world thinking I am cool,
just so they don't see I am actually a loser.
And when I take a breath I let myself believe that maybe I feel you,
maybe I taste you,
I allowed myself to lose you,
but I don't allow myself to let you go.
12 empty bottles on the table
I fall asleep at the terrace once again
I look at myself in the mirror and I think
When did you lose your class?
Hanging over a toilet I am praying to you,
but If I was you I wouldn't have answered either.
(Maybe the problems is in me,
Maybe I am insane.
But I am just learning to breathe again...
to breathe without you.)
dexislava✕
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