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Girl, I hope you understand I wanted to hold your hand
But I can’t — wanted to be your man back then
And you knew I fell for you
But you just broke my heart in two
I was sad, mad, and broken on my bed
Hopin’ I’d get rid of all the voices in my head
I was openin’ a packet of an undeveloped med
When I was met with a prescription of a bullet made of lead
And when I woke up in an hour in a pool of my own sweat
I said, “I swear to God I’ll never even try to sleep again”
So instead, I took my pen and started writin’ evidence
And when I started makin’ sense, I found that I had reached the end
I’m upset; I have no friends — you wanna bet? You’re just pretend
You’re just a pet confined within the lines of writin’ — you’re not shit
I thought I stopped my psychopathic ways; I swear I did
I said I’d talk to people ’bout the problematic life I lived
They were my neighbors: razor blades and different flavored pills I hid
Therefore, I’m at surely my last straw
I’m so gassed, stuck in the past
I said that
Girl, I hope you understand I wanted to hold your hand
But I can’t — wanted to be your man back then
And so far, I never held you with my arms
So it’s hard to be the one you aren’t
With instead filled with anxiety
Always was a part of me; guess I’m not cut out to be
Somebody, ’cause it’s not me — I’m not used to all the talking
Was an introvert that had converted feelings into writing
Used to cope with all my problems usin’ notes and lots of rhyming
Used to hope for better days whenever nights would have me crying
I’m not lyin’ when I say that I would rather die than go back
To the times that I would try and be the guy the people know
As always fightin’ with the demons hidin’ far behind my eyelids
On an island full of violence — in my head, I had two pilots
The sun don’t shine, and skies turn gray
I feel it coursin’ through my veins
I’ve said before I’m not okay
But you don’t listen anyway
You know I tried; you turned away
You straight-up lied right to my face
You fucked my life, ruined my day
But you don’t know, so I’ll say
Nothing can fill this silence
No one can love like I did. (You don’t know, so I’ll say)
Nobody cares, you lied
Not fair; you still deny it (So I’ll say)
Nothing can fill this silence
No one can love like I did (You don’t know, so I’ll say)
Nobody cares, you lied
Not fair; you still deny it (So I’ll say)
Girl, I hope you understand I wanted to hold your hand
But I can’t — wanted to be your man back then
And too bad, I know I can’t wake up
Because I lost my way, and you don’t give a fuck
About me — this could be a dream
I can’t see the things that you see, so please
Girl, I hope you understand I wanted to hold your hand
But I can’t — wanted to be your man back then
And you had known and played along
You were my home; I wrote you songs
Now you’re dead to me, effectively
Remove yourself outside my dreams
BL4Z3
Don Juan
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