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Oh Lord why’re you testing me?
I’ve been fighting so long
will you set me free
Trying to climb out the dark
trying to change my ways
but the past keeps me calling
pulling me to the grave oh oh oh
Look I’ve been dragging this baggage
I can’t get past it
Every step I take regrets
elastic snaps me back
It’s tragic tryna pass the damage
but the past still slashes
Echoes my sins in the wind like ashes
I hear the whispers ignite
the ghosts in my wrongs singing death notes trying to choke out my songs
Felt the weight of my name
like a chain on my neck
Every move I made was a game of roulette
I swear I tried to be better
but the crush it got
Heaven ain’t no halo just a shadow
in the presence of heaven
Lord you're testing me I’m barely holding on
Every lesson seems like a weapon drawn
Every step I take I get dragged back twice
like I owe the Reaper something paying back with life
But I fight hands bloody knuckles broke to the bone
Still climbing out this pit
but the devil won’t leave me alone
Oh Lord why’re you testing me?
I’ve been fighting so long
will you set me free
Trying to climb out the dark
trying to change my ways
but the past keeps me calling
pulling me to the grave
I see the scars in the mirror
like a road map of war
Every cut every bruise got a story I wore
They say pain makes you stronger
but I’m sick of the strain
How much muscle do I need
just to carry this pain
They say change was a staircase
I’ve been climbing for years
These steps are just circles
Bring me back to my fears
I hear the devil laughing
calling out my old sins
Trying to pull me where the cold winds roll in
Man I lost friends I lost hope lost grip
lost my faith when I fell
Tried to hold but I slipped
All these voices in my head
Man they never shut up and try to make me resign
Oh Lord why’re you testing me?
I’ve been fighting so long
will you set me free
Trying to climb out the dark
trying to change my ways
but the past keeps me calling
pulling me to the grave
Oh hey yo I’ve been knocking on heaven’s door
but I get no reply just an echo of my voice
When I beg not to die
I swear I’m trying to be righteous
trying to cleanse my sins
but temptation in my veins
like adults of revenge
Every night I hear the screams of
the man I was like the ghost in the dark
tryna grasp my trust
I made promises broken trying to sew up the seams
but the past is obscene and it feeds on my dreams
So my mama had changed
but she still sees doubt
I can’t blame her I’ve been lost tryna figure it out
One foot in the light one foot in the flames
Oh Lord why’re you testing me?
I’ve been fighting so long
will you set me free
Trying to climb out the dark
trying to change my ways
but the past keeps me calling
pulling me to the grave
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