I don’t know what to do anymore
My love has no sympathy for me
Is this where we’ve come to?
I left her, knowing my soul is with her
(I can tolerate) everything except (our) parting
So don’t leave me while I’m longing for you
I never imagined the day
Where I would part with you and leave my heart with you
I’ll believe you and disbelieve my eyes
Because you saw the beauty in me
And I had no intention
Of forgetting you or letting you slip from my hands
Your absence lingered and the love of you remains overpowering, I’m yearning for the light in your eyes
A million letters are left upon the door you gently close
My soul, not under my command, left me after I went away
And between trying to forget you and us reuniting, my heart broke into two
One half (of my heart) can’t hide (my love)
And one half refuses to have you by my side
And you know that I alone
Who would lose twice
Once when I accepted your flaws
And another when I concealed your eyes
As you denied your doubts
(but) from the beginning you never loved me
And I won’t blame you anymore
It won’t matter in the estrangement
If your eyes ever chance to meet mine
Leave and don’t throw me salam (hello)
And I am forgotten as if I was never there. If I felt (you would break me) you will lose me
I concealed within my heart, and I walked on my eyes (ie carefully) until you estranged me
I would appreciate any help to translate this better/more poetically. It’s hard to translate this song beautifully and stay true to the language and (admittedly vague) meaning.