I feel like I'm plummeting down,
To the First step again
I'm looking for you again
Here we go again!!
On my knees, I'm looking into your ashes,
Trying to find a live spark
I know it's wrong of me
This fire can't be lit like that
But I don't care, I'm not keeping up appearances
When my wounds itch me,
I scratch them even if they bleed
I prefer dying,
I prefer going insane
But I won't put a brake on my heart
I prefer dying,
I prefer going insane
Love is a wayward train
What I'm doing is shamefuk
I feel stupid
But I don't have the strength,
To assert myself
All day I look for sad excuses,
Just to see you for a bit
The game of love contains strategy,
It has rules, ways, tactics
It sure does!!
But I don't give a damn
Rejection can be pleasurable too
I prefer dying,
I prefer going insane
But I won't put a brake on my heart
I prefer dying,
I prefer going insane
Love is a wayward train (x2)