- Leaving my child behind,:
So when the parent of a child isn’t looking at their child or paying attention that gives William Afton time to lure them into a room, murder them, and put their body in a suit.
- With all this anger, guilt and sadness,
Coming to ...:
The mother’s disregard for her son lead to him going missing, so she is forever tormented by feelings of anger, guilt, and sadness; she’s angry at herself for not paying attention, guilty because her negligence lead to her son’s disappearance, and sad because her son is gone.
- I can't wait for the cliff at the end of the ...:
The mother is so depressed with the death of her son the only thing she can do now is wait for her own death
- Is this revenge I am seeking,
Or seeking someone ...:
She’s feeling two things at the same time, the fact that she is angry at the man behind the slaughter and wants revenge, and wants to die due to being haunted by guilt and depression, making her suicidal, then have someone to avenge her and her child after her death, leading her to confusion.
- It won't be long before I'll become a ...:
“It won't be long before ill become a puppet” means it won't be long before she is controlled by her guilt and is dragged down by the fact that it was her fault that her child is dead
- lost to this monster:
She, the song singer, had lost her son to a terrible person, to the Purple Guy
- to the man behind the slaughter:
Purple Guy/William Afton
- Since you've been gone
I've been singing...:
The mother felt guilt after losing her son and hence sings this song (Mainly giving herself a pity party by singing this song wishing she can in someway prevent her son’s fate thats why she called it stupid) The line So i can ponder the sanity of your mother means That she felt insane for neglecting her child and letting him die as the son dies she became progressively insane and doesnt associate herself as the child’s mother anymore because she failed to protect the child hence saying your mother instead of herself as she no longer sees herself as his mother
- I wish I lived in the present:
Her brain is still stuck reviewing what happened when she lost her son.
- Your sweet little eyes, your little smile,
is all ...:
The mother is mourning over the murder of her son. The only things she can remember is his smile and his eyes because she might be dead. Something about the lines, “Those fuzzy memories mess with my temper” and “To the man behind the slaughter” are interesting to me. She might have saw William Afton kill the kids or she saw the newspaper of the missing kids. This woman might be Mrs Afton because she lost Elizabeth, the older brother and Michael. This would make sence too, William killed the kids because he watched his daughter and son die in front of him. The mother who might be Mrs Afton who is Ballora is upset because the older brother was murdered. This might not be true but my theory is that the older brother is foxy’s soul who is an afton and William was really mad at him because he caused the bite or 83' which made William go on his killing spree. So Mrs Afton had enough and couldn’t take all of her kids death so see commit suicide which with the anger she had because of William murdering the oldest made her be Ballora so she could have her revenge.
- Since I last have seen my son:
The last time that the mother of the child saw them was when they went to Faz Bear’s and because the Mother wasn’t looking at them and next to them the child was killed, and so the mother is very sad because it could’ve been prevented.
pinkvelvet on 2016-02-20
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I don't know what I was thinking,
Leaving my child behind,
Now I suffer the curse, and now I am blind
With all this anger, guilt, and sadness,
Coming to haunt me forever,
I can't wait for the cliff at the end of the river
Is this revenge I am seeking,
Or seeking someone to avenge me?
Stuck in my own paradox, I wanna set myself free
Maybe I should chase and find
Before they'll try to stop it
It won't be long before I'll become a puppet
It's been so long,
Since I last have seen my son
Lost to this monster
To the man behind the slaughter
Since you've been gone
I've been singing this stupid song
So I could ponder
The sanity of your mother
I wish I lived in the present
With the gift of my past mistakes
But the future keeps luring in like a pack of snakes
Your sweet little eyes, your little smile,
Is all I remember
Those fuzzy memories mess with my temper
Justification is killing me
But killing isn't justified
What happened to my son? I'm terrified
It lingers in my mind and the thought keeps on getting bigger,
I'm sorry, my sweet baby, I wish I'd been there.
It's been so long,
Since I last have seen my son
Lost to this monster
To the man behind the slaughter
Since you've been gone
I've been singing this stupid song
So I could ponder
The sanity of your mother